Its a wonderful nite.. At last, we managed to gather together.. Had dinner in Pak Li Kopitiam at Sect. 18, Shah Alam.. The fried rice with lemon chicken was the best menu there (to me).. Ayi was influenced by me to order another plate.. It was my dad and me birthday celebration.. the next day, they bought us walnut brownies from Secret Recipe.. erm.. i love it so much!

Special thanks to Azua for the wonderful nite at Nailis, Nana and Aisyah for the adorable Swatch, Ewa for the chubby green bear, Ma for the lovely Shirt and warm wishes from everyones that I love.. Thanks!

Thanks to you guys... Next, I'll share present that I received...

When History Repeat Itself, What Should We Do?

Having friends surround us would be the most wonderful moments. Perhaps we will try our best to maintain the friendship. When history repeated, what should we do? It's about a friend of mine.. who caught in the dilemma between best friend and best buddy..

Few years ago, she got best friend.. She willing to share anything with her.. and they were too close till others curious on their friendship status.. She tried hard to keep the friendship long lasting.. Until they were tear apart by time and situation.. One being sent to Malacca and she was left to further study area Klang Valley.

They still close until one of them admitted that she was now in a relationship with one guy that her best friend knew. This Q (the girl whom already had a couple)was so excited bout the new relationship built. However her friend L, didn't like it as much as she did. There were few bad history that made L felt that way. They still kept in touch.. and the close friendship changed to normal friendship. Q decided to spend more time with the guys and other friend that she felt more happening and understanding than L.

Years by years, Q started to tighten the relationship by marrying with the same guy. The sad part is, L was the last to be invited to the wedding(verbally). Now, L came through almost the same situation. Her close friend tend to make a relationship with guy that she didn't like. L was really caught into dilemma.. If she deny the relationship, she might not get invited to the wedding (1 consequences). If she bless it with close heart, she might badly injured inside.

Until know L keep on emailing me, messaging me seeking for advice. Nothing much I can do. Be patient and hoping for the BEST. Good luck to L.. To me, she should not close to anyone after she was dumb and left for 2 times. Learn from history. Please!

Conclusion that can be made:
Although friendship is everything.. L should not too obsess with her friend. One day, they will left a black spot which u, yourself could not believe its done by ur best friend. Its true... Friendship can be deny by a single person called Man/Woman.

Think wise.. Search for many friends, do not pick one as best friend.. I also learn from mistake and learn much from this story..

Marriage Arrangement

Only certain people could access this blog. Those who can, please treat it as place for us to share feelings and thoughts. I woke up one morning wasn’t know what will happen in next few seconds, couple minutes, numbers of hours and days. I was stunned by a single phone call telling me bout marriage arrangement by family..

Asking myself, do I in a world of dream, I keep on asking was it true? The shivering voice shows me how frightened the person was. The fact is, how people nowadays, willing to sacrifice their life just because they are afraid of making a wrong decision.

Obeying family decision is not bad but towards certain circumstances, we need to have our own stand. I was so down when person I respect due to his/her stand in deciding decisions, fall to be the most naïve person in deciding for himself/herself.

Now I wonder, why this happen. Yesterday 3R provide few reasons..
Pressure that lies among married friends
Family excitement on organizing the occasion.
Parents concerning if their children status among friends and due to religious perspective

No matter what the reasons are, please bear in mind.. This person will be the only person that we will live days and nights… For men, they deserve multiple choice.. For women, think wise.. Don’t ever let the situation push you towards it.. The crown should be preserve to person that really deserve for it..

Marriage is not only for us to complete the religious and human needs. It is bout sharing life from half complete to fully complete.. If the marriage link us to problems.. I don’t think our couple is the best for us.. Find others.. He is not the ONE..

If before, we should be more rational in deciding bout life, now you are not rational just because He treat you right for this couple months..

Again.. Don’t trust chatting people.. and anyone whom you know accidentally and coincidently… Haha..

Caught in Dilemma

Most people wonder, whether their relationship or friendship might last forever..
Some of them proudly said they manage to make it happen..

A short story to be shared..

People walk in and out of our life.. We could not stop them to pass by our life.. its a true fact
which we unable to deny.. He comes out of sudden.. Never know who he is.. but he is expected to
be a new person to be consider now and later..

The hardest part is when you couldn't accept the existence.. He is not welcome but has to be consider. When comes to people life, we have to acknowledge people surround them.. not them by themselves.. Why he could not obey this simple rule? He won't be part of me.. that for sure.

Until now, I never admit his existence.. It might be the best choice among others, but not to me.. Hardest part is when people we love are not welcoming our thoughts and perceptions. All we can do is pray and hope for the best..

This usually happen to life.. Hurting others to make others happy.. If before, we try to treat this situation as experience to be learn, now we are acting towards what had happened before..

As referred to the previous situation, I will be the victim of the situation.. I hate him and he is actually the biggest HERO of the family.. nothing much I can do to eliminate him of the family..

In fact, I am not part of the family.. the lousy part to admit and state clearly.. that is the reason why me felt so isolated.. although we shared the same red blood.. we could not hide the truth and the power of the actual bloodline.

I am now hoping for HIM to decide the best for me.. not for them.. If He still the ultimate choice left, they didn't left me any choice.. Allah the mighty, with all the hope and truth and love, send me far from this. Only you know the fact how I could not accept this.. Hoping to be send far from people I love, for me to regain my soul and be more energetic and more independent..

How could I too stubborn to at least see his goodness and kindness? I try my best.. and still the childishness make me hate him so much.. I don't think he is the one.. but I am not HIM to decide what the best..

Let's talk bout other things later..