Inductions Course for MOHE staffs

Yesterday, I met my friend whom are having 2 weeks Induction course at one of the hotel located in the middle of the Kuala Lumpur City Center. They started the course on last Sunday. It seems like just three days relaxing from being a lecturer. I was at first so impressed with them. How they are too talented that make them being selected and appointed as government servant or in more specific, being a lecturer.

What makes them demoralize? At first, they were too excited to enhance their knowledge. Then, only three days out of 2 weeks, they started to mumbling, they started to complaining the talks were boring and not related to their works or scope of works. Last night, I was so disappointed with the government. Why they got the job where else much more out there dying and too devoted to be government servants. like me.. hahaha.. Why they usually easily got what they want without facing big hassle towards it? Why me, from degree trying hard to make myself active in all programs and obtained not too low marks which seems still capable for the post, not having a chance on it?

Some of them don't even know how to organize events, do not even like sports (like what they announced all the govt servant should be proactive). Sometimes, I thought they are better in English till make them suitable for lecturer post. But what I experienced, teaching Mathematic- this fellow, pronounced remainder (balance/baki) as reminder. How do their students gonna take it right?

A part from that, they always proud to be what they are. They were trained to held up high their head with biggest name tag with black background.. Yes!! I am the government officer..

Last night I have read something about how to preserves the quality. Citra Karya book emphasize on office landscaping whenever talk bout how to sustain good people perspective towards the organization. And I did read clause saying how important their attire. I could not deny this but.. but they should more focus on the service delivery because.. The too much attire might make public have more negative thinking if they failed to deliver the services well.

Its a reality and I think you guys might agreed with me. Government should try to eliminate negative perspective that always come out the public mind when they frustrated with the services. Orang Kerajaan biasalah melaram nombor satu.. kerja satu tak jalan. Its hurt my feeling not because of the words that came out of their mouth, but because I am one of the voters of recent govt.

Please resign and stop wasting public money. Paying salary to someone whom not suit for it. They sometime deliberately show off in public where else if we know them in details, they are just the clerk of the office. Spending times more on chit chatting and eating.. Adoi.. stop it..

I wonder which leader can be strict to his/her subordinate. Yes, we did not practicing circus organization type where implies zero defect method however, to be more liberal, we should by now thinking of enhancing the capabilities. Why should we kept on asking for contract Grade 44 services? Why don't we focusing on making the recent officer being the best.. This should flows correctly. Lets the generation continues.. Producing leaders not leader.

At last but not least, coming post would be details on types of organizations and which categories we want our organization fall in.

Friends experience make me more beware

Now, if before I had storied lots on marriage arrangement. Today, I wanted to continue it. I experienced something that we could share. Don't ever asked your parents or family for candidates on your behalf. You know why? Whenever they got the green light, they might use it without care of your feelings.

I never said that this is a wrong doing. No, it is not. However, believe me. If you are being introduce, they are actually think that the arrangement is successful especially if it comes to be from naive person who never bother to get married.

I just jotting down my feelings not this fellow feeling. Trust me, if they want you to meet someone, they are actually already forecast for next solemnization for the family.
It happen. really. Its do happen. For Malay especially, the family will already thinking of suitable month for engagement. Then, they start to forecast for the wedding ceremony.

In order to make it become reality, your parents and siblings might seek for family supports. One by one of your uncle or any person that seems to be close to you will start do their part. Saying bout the guy/gal kindness, goodness and start to persuade you towards short circuit love and sparkle your thinking bout marriage.

This would be rise sooner after you met the fellow. erm.. Bila nak kawen? Cepat2 la nnt tak sempat nak tengok (for older people-sorry mak long) nak me sponsor hantaran? kalu u kawen, we all guarantee buat besar-besaran, dia baik orangnya, nak tunggu apa lagi, alah.. mak lang pun bercinta lepas kawen.. hahahaha apart from that, you will start pushing yourself to accept him/her. Please.. You are old enough to decide for yourself. They can suggest but they shouldn't be given the right to leads you. You, yourself to decide. not them actually.

Think carefully, for man. Although you have the quota, you should take responsibility towards woman feelings. If you got to know someone by your parents, show your willingness towards her and if you got married, think of her feelings whenever you start going out with other gal (friends) behind of her back. This is not right. Ive witness few of this in the real life. Its do make me afraid of getting string attachment with guy.

If you are gal, obviously if you are a naive gal. Do not put him full of trust. He might be good with family, with friends physically but try to investigate how his routine of life and why A MAN could not get HIS mate and need parents assistant. If only you clearly know him, then you can proceed. Know him not through your parents, his parents, his-himself but from people surround him. Get to know his friends, housemates, office mates and so forth.

I know Im not perfect, I am just sharing my thoughts and friends experienced. Those experienced do make me feel bad towards love especially marriage arrangement. Never thought this could happen. After knowing how to use blog and be blogger, I felt release and I start enhance my capability towards drafting paperworks as my ideas easily flow without need to be hardly extracted. GOOD LUCK.. For u for me (Randy Jackson) this is a simple way of being far apart.

Seeking for advice..

This is a story for us to share, to understand and to feel what will we do if this situation happened to be on us..

She is a friend of mine. We had known each other for more than six years. This fellow is a good person and always be others friends reference or best counselor of all problems that we faced. Somehow, this girl is actually too naive of love for herself.

She got introduced to one guy which she never met before and I also could not identify what is their status now. However, few days back. I had met her after couple months and she was totally differ from before. She is now getting slimmer and whenever I asked, she claimed that she need to loose her weight due to health problems.

However, as friend whom seems to know her six years ago, she never this rigid in terms of diet. But, as we know, people change. The age maybe one of the key factor that contribute towards the dietary. And its undeniable. People out there whom were bigger during uni.. happened to be smaller.. but actually they still couldn't beat me. haha.. whatever it is.. to her.. GOOD LUCK.. Are u getting married gal?? please update me!

Get to know someone..

I was being introduced to someone last week by someone whom I could rather treat him like dad than friend.. I usually treat all my male friends as my brother, younger brother, uncle or dad.. This is where the problem start. Its hard for me to build a differ relationship than family relationship. Why? Till now, I was caught in my box saying that I am too young for that.

Lets talk bout people whom I used to get close.. I meant guy.. Start from age as early as 10 years old.. urm.. that time, I am old enough for this.. hahaha.. He came and be my closest friend. We used to share a lot of things since we sat beside each other during primary school.. and I was glad during that time we (children) still too obsessed with religious matter. Boy and girl could not touch each other..

As far as I concerned, we had been together (unofficially) for 4 years. Until we were in form 1, he decided to sort of declaring it.. in other words couple..Erm.. I started not to believe with this kind of love love thing when just few weeks heading PMR, he decided to break off.. Man... always be man.. haha.. I won't let those frustrated feelings override myself.. and I managed to pass with flying colours where else he had not successfully pass it.

I start to learn many things.. I started to work harder.. buried myself on studying make myself busy so that I am not thinking of any relationship. So far, he was the one who kept on leaving in my mind.. Not because I am waiting of him.. It just the one who responsible towards making me successful and making me not to trust in love.

Since then, I knew few people but they never left me deep feeling towards them.. What makes me more grateful is when I never went out just two of us.. or being holding hand together.. haha I still preserved it for the one who deserve it.. People might say I am Orthodox.. but I am proud with what I have now.

I am looking for a sincere guy who able to take all responsibility of being the man in the house.. This is not time for us to participate in any risky childish love story.. but it is for us to make our own never ending love..

To me, love does not end after we get married.. It will spur it and make it more memorable. In fact this love might make the respective couple appreciate and enjoy every moment they had together and plan more moments in future.

Bintang Dilangit Jangan Dihitung

Pernah ku rasa dendam derita
bermain cinta ku cuba jua
patah hati tak membuat menjadi cerah
biarlah hanyut badan ke laut
asal sebiduk dengan si dia
dalam badai asmara cinta

tak perlu engkau ambilkan pisau
tak perlu aku belah dadamu
kerana aku telah tahu isi hatimu
mata bertemu saling memandang
dalam hati rasa bergoncang
karna cinta jua nan datang

c/o
bila nasib belum beruntung
bintang dilangit jangan dihitung
sebelum sakit jangan termenung
mari gembira dan bersenandung (2x)

Putus asmara pedih ku rasa
Bermain cinta ku cuba jua
patah hati tak membuat menjadi cerah
biarlah hanyut badan ke laut
asal sebiduk dengan si dia
dalam badai asmara cinta

tak perlu engkau ambilkan pisau
tak perlu aku belah dadamu
kerana aku telah tahu isi hatimu
mata bertemu saling memandang
dalam hati rasa bergoncang
karna cinta jua nan datang

repeat c/o (2x)

LOVE IS NICE THING.. BUT WONT LASTING.. THAT FOR SURE..