Better be more careful, next time..

I met one guy and one gal through YM which me myself never known them ever before..
Out of nowhere, they add me and I accidentally approved them since I thought they are friends of mine..
After knew them for pass 2 months.. I felt comfortable to carry on the friendship we've tight. I do really enjoy talking to them.. We can freely talk when we want/during free time.. even sometimes stay silent couple months due to our tight schedule and working stuff...

I am a very conservative person which means, hardly go out with stranger.. should I be more open minded??
I thought wanted to try it but the case happened to my foster brother had made me standing still to my stand. He used to trust guy which he had known for 4-6 months and out of sudden, this guy kidnapped him and he almost killed due to the trust he put on that guy.. and it coz him total lost amount of RM20K!

I had lost contact with almost all of my high school friends.. Dunno where should I begin.. I dunno whether I was d one to be blame.. but the weird thing is.. friend that I never contact since I left SMK Project, Section 11, sent me her wedding card! I am so overwhelmed... But I can't managed to go there.. (Shikin.. thanks for the invitation!! love u gal!)

Next story would be bout my best friend.. use to be.. I dunno whether I am still her bestfriend or not.. She married few months ago and I did not be the most busiest gal which I supposed to be as we planned it during the old days.. I only be there when people packing things into boxes (when the wedding ended).. The postman should be blamed.. I didn't get her invitation card and since it held in a hall.. I dun think I should go.. Afraid if I dun have seat if I attend it.. haha.. lousy thinking.. but I got called saying dat only 1 seat left if only I wanna attend it.. haha.. should I be invited dat way? I was a lil bit upset but I got personal call from her on dat precious day.. inviting me.. I straight away rushing back to Shah Alam and only arrived at 5.30pm.. Although I could not be by her side dat day.. at least.. she remembered me.. Thanks yaar!!

Now, a story of my next best friend during her wedding day.. I got the invitation card diz time.. haha.. I tried to attend her "akad nikah day". Here, the day went so horrible.. She several time asking me to design her dowry but last minute.. not so last minute... she cancelled it. I went to her akad nikah day but I can't fine the exact mosque where the event took place.. so, I straight away went to her house.. There was no one welcome us. I take it positively by thinking dat they were busy handling and arranging foods onto the table.. I just kept myself sitting at a round table, in the middle of the tent. After slumber drinking the orange juice provided there, I felt left out.. and invisible person.. Suddenly, a group of middle age guy reciting doa.. (I dunno the purposed of doing it since the bride and bridegroom still at the mosque) maybe they knew that the guy had pass through the "lafaz akad nikah". Then, this goup start taking foods (buffet) and I heard her sister (I know her but may be she didn't-perhaps she not).. calling the groups at the mosque to came back asap.. The worst part is.. we never be invited to touch the foods.. This isolated situation had create so called b****** environment. But it ok.. I still behaved well there.. We get back to our car and the couple arrived.. I just met her out of her wedding tent to say I am sorry coz can't attend her akad nikah. Its raining and her family so worried if she get cold if she spending more minutes out there. I wont blamed them. Next day, I still there only for makan-makan.. and then after taking 2 pix (credit to her beloved bro) I send my regards to her mother.(wondering of the sambal tempoyak her mum alwiz made for me).. I got invitation to follow the trip to bridegroom place but after all the experienced I had.. I can't bare it any longer.. haha..

Am I the one to be blame? Both of this friend are very close friend of mine.. so close.. but we did not do our part till the relationship got loosen and slowly separate us.. After all, I met this sister and she had guide me more to Islamic way.. hahahaha.. she is my foster sister.. but lots of things happened.. I dunno why.. It seems like someone trying to make my life horrible and suffering chronically.. HE alwiz be with me!! Nothing might happen.... InsyaAllah..