When the uncertainty caught u by chance

Lately, I was too busy to share my life routine in this blog. This case should be published 2 weeks ago. I was eagerly checking on something in my friend handphone..

Suddenly, she received a message.. I decided not to open it. But she allowed me. I could see her face full of curiosity on who sent the sms. I was too shocked when it comes from people that we could treat as "the entity". This entity had just blew her from his life and now, they are still messaging as such nothing happened.

This sharing blog just for us to learn from experience and try not to spell the same wrong doing. I was a girl that never fall in love seriously towards man.. Of course not to woman.. I am straight.. Usually, I was caught in the situation where I am not able to fall in love and there were obstructions towards it.

Whenever I have the intention, there is something hurdle me. Since I was a kid, I decided to build up my own confident on myself. Any person will not able to bring me down. I always adjusting myself so that I will not feel such bad feelings: frustrated, sad towards people. Therefore, most of my life as I grew older, I try to avoid any human being who might cause destruction to mylife.

I had practicing this long time ago and I am capable enough to gone through the life. In fact, I felt that people who connected to me (in present) are the important things rather than people I knew after my age past 25.

I try my best to preserve my feeling from being hurt. Whenever there are someone out there get to know me. I will always put at least 50% trust on them. Why I am sharing this is because, my friend which I mentioned in the very beginning was a very good girl and this entity had openly take this naive girl into dilemma. Being introduced to each other for couple months. The sms put them into serious long distance relationship and it last few days after they met.

Until now, I just don't get the opportunity to have man talk with him. Perhaps one day, it might happen. People might differ from each other but she always claimed that she could handle it right. But to me, the true observation just telling me this all fake. Please, sometime we need intervention from third party and we have to listen to them.

Think wise and discuss it deliberately with people surround you. It might or might not help. but there is nothing wrong to give a shot on it.