My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right
My first love, (yeah)
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make
And I
(And I-I-I)
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do...
(uuuuuh uuuh)
And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love
Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun
And Forever
(Forever)
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms
(no no no no noooo)
And love
and, love
I'll be a fool
For you,
(noney) I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh, you know I don't mind
'Cause baby you,
(baby baby baby baby)
You mean the world to me
Oh
I know
I've found in you
My endless love
yeee ee eeeee
Oooh-woow
do do do do do
do do do do do
do do doo doo
Oooh, and love
Oh, love
I'll be that fool
For you,
I'm sure
That You know I don't mind
Oh you know-
I don't mind
And, YES
You'll be the only one
'Cause no one no one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
My love, my love
My endless love
**Goodluck.. Hope this Eidulfitri would bring 1000 joys to both of you..
I will keep on updating this love story of my beloved soulmate so that we could share every moment with all unless it ended badly, I would say, someone will be killed… HUH!
Monday, September 6, 2010
The Moment of Truth (HIM and HER)
September 6, 2010
Feeling of today:
Wake up early and my eyes and fingers just could not stop me from searching for something which is a handphone. She deleting all the messages either inbox or sent items. I can smell something is going on. They will have again a date on Wednesday. But after reluctant to bring me together, she at last agreed. It was after very big arguments between both of us. Tentatively, the date with him will be at Alamanda. Wanna join? Let’s come. After iftar, I will leave them to settle things out. To trash all the problems and resolved it.
Deep, deep in my heart, I can see that there will no solutions to the problem. Why? She still love him but the guy is too blur and parent pet which always fall into dilemma and unable to identify his feeling.
One of the messages proofs the feeling of the girl towards the guy. “Please sort things out before I love you again”. The guy knew how truth is her love towards him but, there is something hurdle him to make his decision which no one would not able to know. This secretive person has dragged the story into a complicated situation. He is nice but too poor in decision making. I think it was the heart and feeling problem. I was actually do not have guts to meet him personally, but the book titled “Bila Allah Menduga Kita” has really help things out. The sentence “Never has negative thinking towards HIM (ALLAH)” has made my heart calm and steady. If he is the person, I would just pray to Allah for HIS guidance.
This situation has taught me something. Love is Blind.. Haha.. the oldies statement is still available in this millennium year. It has brought me to my own experience. I never have partner since our relationship put into ends by none appropriate reasons to him but it’s really matter to me. I kept myself busy with works and being at IIUM has improved my ways of life by coloring it with Islamic values. I think it is too much for me when I failed twice in my relationship. Sitting all alone in darkness of the room made me thinking wisely. I could not be the factors that distract the smoothness of the relationship. May be the time has come for me to be independent. HE knows better while I am just a very tiny creation designed by HIM.
Feeling of today:
Wake up early and my eyes and fingers just could not stop me from searching for something which is a handphone. She deleting all the messages either inbox or sent items. I can smell something is going on. They will have again a date on Wednesday. But after reluctant to bring me together, she at last agreed. It was after very big arguments between both of us. Tentatively, the date with him will be at Alamanda. Wanna join? Let’s come. After iftar, I will leave them to settle things out. To trash all the problems and resolved it.
Deep, deep in my heart, I can see that there will no solutions to the problem. Why? She still love him but the guy is too blur and parent pet which always fall into dilemma and unable to identify his feeling.
One of the messages proofs the feeling of the girl towards the guy. “Please sort things out before I love you again”. The guy knew how truth is her love towards him but, there is something hurdle him to make his decision which no one would not able to know. This secretive person has dragged the story into a complicated situation. He is nice but too poor in decision making. I think it was the heart and feeling problem. I was actually do not have guts to meet him personally, but the book titled “Bila Allah Menduga Kita” has really help things out. The sentence “Never has negative thinking towards HIM (ALLAH)” has made my heart calm and steady. If he is the person, I would just pray to Allah for HIS guidance.
This situation has taught me something. Love is Blind.. Haha.. the oldies statement is still available in this millennium year. It has brought me to my own experience. I never have partner since our relationship put into ends by none appropriate reasons to him but it’s really matter to me. I kept myself busy with works and being at IIUM has improved my ways of life by coloring it with Islamic values. I think it is too much for me when I failed twice in my relationship. Sitting all alone in darkness of the room made me thinking wisely. I could not be the factors that distract the smoothness of the relationship. May be the time has come for me to be independent. HE knows better while I am just a very tiny creation designed by HIM.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Dizzy day with bad cough and chestpain
Dear diary,
I am M.C today although I didn't like to have one in my records. After suffering 2 weeks of bad cough, some of my friends, colleagues, even the PG students ahd shown their concern on me. I was very overwhelmed to have them. The concern has some how helping me ease my pain.
Today, I'm planning to finish up all the documentation for ISO purposes. However, the cough has restricted me to do so. What should I do? Ok, lets talk bout serious thing here.
Early in the morning, I have received sms from the old friend of mine, Noreen. She was requesting for my address to send me the wedding card. erm.. I used to talk to three of my close friends, azua, mama yana and mon, planning to go for an UMRAH. I think, we have to make ourselves close to HIM. Hoping HE could help us on our relationship..
I am M.C today although I didn't like to have one in my records. After suffering 2 weeks of bad cough, some of my friends, colleagues, even the PG students ahd shown their concern on me. I was very overwhelmed to have them. The concern has some how helping me ease my pain.
Today, I'm planning to finish up all the documentation for ISO purposes. However, the cough has restricted me to do so. What should I do? Ok, lets talk bout serious thing here.
Early in the morning, I have received sms from the old friend of mine, Noreen. She was requesting for my address to send me the wedding card. erm.. I used to talk to three of my close friends, azua, mama yana and mon, planning to go for an UMRAH. I think, we have to make ourselves close to HIM. Hoping HE could help us on our relationship..
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Always aims for the moon..
Always aims for the moon..
I was dying living in a stack of work everyday and every night. I lost my weight and my energy. Each day, I comfort myself with a brand new day and spirit. It decrease as I bend my body just to open the office door. I am workaholic person and I could not deny it. The situation in this office has taught me of variety human thinking and work style. Let me share something. I have few characters in my office. I will share it in my next post. Wait and see.. Whether you fall in one of it. Let me think and elaborate later.. Nite, nite
I was dying living in a stack of work everyday and every night. I lost my weight and my energy. Each day, I comfort myself with a brand new day and spirit. It decrease as I bend my body just to open the office door. I am workaholic person and I could not deny it. The situation in this office has taught me of variety human thinking and work style. Let me share something. I have few characters in my office. I will share it in my next post. Wait and see.. Whether you fall in one of it. Let me think and elaborate later.. Nite, nite
Monday, January 18, 2010
How I miss my jotter book!!
Being part of Centre for Postgraduate Studies members are things which never cross my mind. In fact, to be honest, I had never expect myself being part of IIUM teams. The most busiest moments in my life which somehow, I do really enjoy it.
It was hard to explain this. CPS make my life agressive and someone there really adore me. People might not like it but i just felt totally the other way round. Maybe the delegation of works with least supervision make me like the way things go. By the way, its not comparing but i should call it analysis.
Between this 2 bosses I have experienced with, I prefered CPS. More or less, he actually know the target. You will be appreciating those initiative once you went out of this confine workplace.
I have been here for 4 months almost and I lost 5 kg for the stressful work I had ever experience. How should I put it in words.. I suffered from stress but I like working in administrative part and managing things that related to academic.
Should I switch? Me could not rectify it either. Now, I fall into one page.. permanent post. This time, I like the institution so much.. I just could not stop loving this place. Hope I might have fate in there.. after 8 years being inside there.. I really want to spend my life serving this institution...
It was hard to explain this. CPS make my life agressive and someone there really adore me. People might not like it but i just felt totally the other way round. Maybe the delegation of works with least supervision make me like the way things go. By the way, its not comparing but i should call it analysis.
Between this 2 bosses I have experienced with, I prefered CPS. More or less, he actually know the target. You will be appreciating those initiative once you went out of this confine workplace.
I have been here for 4 months almost and I lost 5 kg for the stressful work I had ever experience. How should I put it in words.. I suffered from stress but I like working in administrative part and managing things that related to academic.
Should I switch? Me could not rectify it either. Now, I fall into one page.. permanent post. This time, I like the institution so much.. I just could not stop loving this place. Hope I might have fate in there.. after 8 years being inside there.. I really want to spend my life serving this institution...
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Being part of IIUM
IIUM vs UiTM
I had commence my duty as Assistant Director on 1st October 2009.. after 2 weeks old in Johor Port Authority.. As Sir Jasmindar (iCIMB Sdn. Bhd.) once said.. "Never hope for green grass at the next field". After all, as I reported my duty as Administrative Officer (Research Officer), I can't stop this instinct telling me that I would be only 2 weeks there. Allah knows the best.. He test me to be far away and teach me to become nearer to HIM.
Exactly end of my 2nd week there, I received call from IIUM. I had decided to go because its nearer and it provide me pleasant environment since I am more familiar with the area and places. When my mom told me that I was called by UiTM to be a lecturer.. something in me, rejecting it.. but I decided to give a try.
Out of three candidates whom being interviewed, I am the one who being rejected. Obviously because they see my jobs histories.. Jumping from 1 place to another. How do you expect guys.. Money and secure job, I would prefer secure. I never had luck in UiTM cause I think HE knows that I would not able to deliver the lecture well if I am being placed under this Uni. (some people might know why..)
Next, when I step down my car, I pray to ALLAH, if this is the right place which could help me placed myself well, please let me away from any offer. However, few days back, I was so much pleased that I was called for an assessment at INTAN, Jalan Elmu to be evaluate for my one and only ambition I have and I steadfast to(since I was in Form 1)... you can guess right?
I am preparing myself.. not too prepare.. but trying to do the best. After 2 months old.. Hopefully after I manage to finish preparing proposal on how to enhance service delivery in IIUM, Centre for Postgraduate Studies, I would be cherished by a very good news from INTAN.. Credit to all my friends who make du'a for me.. special credit to Azua Hanim Mohd Said, Aizat Omar, Nor Azurah Muhamad Julaini, Nurulezza Idris, Baba. My lovely friend, Mama Yana.. I hope you still maintain with your current life and be much more better under HIS guidance.. I am overwhelmed with gratitute cause I was thankful that I found you guys..
Please other people who drop into this blog.. pray for me.. My new friends, Shamo and Iz, thanks for your own way of making mylife sweeter and brighter with your friendship.. Hope one day, we'll catch up in real life, InsyaAllah.
May this appreciation reached you guys in a best of health and iman by HIS graceful, InsyaAllah.
Family would be the prior.. Ma, Abah, adik2.. ijat, aji, ayi, nana, ewa and rezza.. Please do not stop praying for me.. May Allah bless you in whatever you are doing..
Love me, love me not.. I still love you guys..
I had commence my duty as Assistant Director on 1st October 2009.. after 2 weeks old in Johor Port Authority.. As Sir Jasmindar (iCIMB Sdn. Bhd.) once said.. "Never hope for green grass at the next field". After all, as I reported my duty as Administrative Officer (Research Officer), I can't stop this instinct telling me that I would be only 2 weeks there. Allah knows the best.. He test me to be far away and teach me to become nearer to HIM.
Exactly end of my 2nd week there, I received call from IIUM. I had decided to go because its nearer and it provide me pleasant environment since I am more familiar with the area and places. When my mom told me that I was called by UiTM to be a lecturer.. something in me, rejecting it.. but I decided to give a try.
Out of three candidates whom being interviewed, I am the one who being rejected. Obviously because they see my jobs histories.. Jumping from 1 place to another. How do you expect guys.. Money and secure job, I would prefer secure. I never had luck in UiTM cause I think HE knows that I would not able to deliver the lecture well if I am being placed under this Uni. (some people might know why..)
Next, when I step down my car, I pray to ALLAH, if this is the right place which could help me placed myself well, please let me away from any offer. However, few days back, I was so much pleased that I was called for an assessment at INTAN, Jalan Elmu to be evaluate for my one and only ambition I have and I steadfast to(since I was in Form 1)... you can guess right?
I am preparing myself.. not too prepare.. but trying to do the best. After 2 months old.. Hopefully after I manage to finish preparing proposal on how to enhance service delivery in IIUM, Centre for Postgraduate Studies, I would be cherished by a very good news from INTAN.. Credit to all my friends who make du'a for me.. special credit to Azua Hanim Mohd Said, Aizat Omar, Nor Azurah Muhamad Julaini, Nurulezza Idris, Baba. My lovely friend, Mama Yana.. I hope you still maintain with your current life and be much more better under HIS guidance.. I am overwhelmed with gratitute cause I was thankful that I found you guys..
Please other people who drop into this blog.. pray for me.. My new friends, Shamo and Iz, thanks for your own way of making mylife sweeter and brighter with your friendship.. Hope one day, we'll catch up in real life, InsyaAllah.
May this appreciation reached you guys in a best of health and iman by HIS graceful, InsyaAllah.
Family would be the prior.. Ma, Abah, adik2.. ijat, aji, ayi, nana, ewa and rezza.. Please do not stop praying for me.. May Allah bless you in whatever you are doing..
Love me, love me not.. I still love you guys..
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